STILL CHASING PEACE

[GENGR]

I WENT THRU A LOT THIS PAST WEEKEND. MADE EVERYTHING THAT I WAS ALREADY GOING THRU 10 TIMES MORE FLAGRANT. I HATE I AM A STANDSTILL AND I HARBOR SO PAIN. I JUS WANNA LOCK MYSELF AWAY AND PROTECT MY HEART. JUS SO MUCH SUFFERING INTERNALLY...

[Hidden]

I understand...what happened to make you feel this way?

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS. FROM NOT WORKING 2 MY RELATIONSHIP AND BACK AROUND AGAIN 2 SOME MORE XTRA THINGS...

[Hidden in reply to GENGR]

To be brutally honest with you, I’m having some difficulty reading your posts as I feel like you’re yelling at me with the all-caps approach...not sure I should even express this feeling...

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

I'M NOT YELLING. I ALWAYS TYPE IN CAPS. UNLESS I USE AN EXCLAMATION POINT I'M NOT YELLING THEN...

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Someone comes on for help and advice and all you lot do is complain about the capital letters used for typing, seriously!

If you see it as shouting fair enough, but not everyone does, Gengr chooses to use caps and their is nothing wrong with it.

I'm sure you have all made her feel worse, which is not the point of this place.

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

EXACTLY. THANK YOU FOR EXPLAINING THAT. JUS BECAUSE SOCIETY HAS DEEMED IT AS YELLING, I HAVEN'T NOR CARE BOUT THAT STIGMA. NO EXCLAMATION MEANS I'M NOT YELLING BUT WHATEVER. ALWAYS SOMEBODY 2 MAKE IT HARD 2 OPEN UP SMH...

[Hidden in reply to GENGR]

Type how you like, if people don't like it they don't have to read it.

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

I WILL TRY AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT...

[gogogirl in reply to GENGR]

Actually, I as a person who has some medical vision issues found it easier to read! Didn't know that all caps was considered to be rude. (I'm old)!

[GENGR]

YOU DON'T NOR HER HAS 2 REPLY. ITS NOT A REQUIREMENT AND I'M GOING 2 TYPE HOW I WANT. I MEANT WHAT I SAID. SO GOOD DAY...

[GENGR]

THATS NOT BEING HONEST ITS BEING JUDGEMENTAL AFTER I JUST EXPLAINED MY STANCE ON IT. IF THAT IS YOUR BIGGEST CONCERN WHILE HERE THEN DON'T RESPOND 2 ME...

[Hidden]

It isn't rude, its a persons choice to use caps or not..

They might have a reason for using them.

[GENGR]

YALL ARE A PIECE OF WORK BUT WHATEVER YALL SAY. IT IS JUDGEMENTAL. MY TYPING SHOULD BE THE LEAST OF ANYONE'S CONCERN...

[zevietnameseguy98]

How are you holding up? Just went through a break up myself. Stay strong, friend.

[GENGR]

THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS. ITS HARD 2 EXPRESS REALLY. I JUS WISH I HAD ALL THE ANSWERS OR SEEN CERTAIN THINGS COMING BUT THAT WOULD SEEM 2 PERFECT. HOW ARE YOU...

[gogogirl in reply to GENGR]

At any rate, typing or not- would you like to say what is going on with you? I know online is very different than being in person that is for sure. Sounds like you are tense, and just want to get something out- is that right? Life sure is not a bowl of cherries. Sometimes, I wish my old self could go back in time, and talk to my younger self!

[GENGR in reply to gogogirl]

I WISH THAT OFTEN. I WISH I HAD PAID MORE ATTENTION WHEN DEALING WITH THINGS. I FIND MYSELF SECOND GUESSING MYSELF ALL THE TIME. I JUS DON'T LIKE THE FEELING OF THE BACKFIRE...

[Hidden]

If someone wants to use caps it I up to them, you have no right to tell them otherwise.

You seem to go about this forum complaining about how people write or say things.

You are one very rude person.

[Hidden]

Go read your first post to Gengr, especially the part were you said it is "quite rude".

You named and shamed a person in a group chat not so long ago, you were reported for it and then people left the group.

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

SHE REALLY DID SAY IT IS "QUITE RUDE" AND NOW SAYING SHE DIDN'T SAY IT. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR NOT JUDGING ME AND SEEING THE BIG PICTURE. VERY APPRECIATED...

[Hidden]

I understood you were not being rude otherwise I am sure you would not have used all caps.

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

I MAJORITY OF THE TIME TYPE IN CAPS BECAUSE IT IS EASIER 2 SEE AND AS I DO HAVE VISION PROBLEMS AND RECENTLY LOST MY GLASSES BUT I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD 2 EXPLAIN ALL OF THAT. SOCIETY SAYS SOMETHING AND IT'S LAW ALL OF A SUDDEN. WELL CALL ME A REBEL...

[gogogirl in reply to GENGR]

Been a rebel myself- hope you can replace your glasses- if you need help- I think the Lions Club gets involved with vision problems.

[GENGR in reply to gogogirl]

THANK YOU KINDLY LOVE AND I WILL DEFINITELY CHECK OUT WHAT YOU SAID...

[Hidden]

Heart pain is something I can relate to. So sorry

[GENGR in reply to Hidden]

I CALL IT A SOUL PAIN. NO AMOUNT OF SLEEP CAN CURE A SOUL TIRED TYPE LEVEL. ITS EMBEDDED IN ME AND I WISH IT WASN'T...

[gogogirl]

If you are in the USA- you can also contact the NAMI Helpline at 800-950-6264.

[GENGR in reply to gogogirl]

WHAT IS THAT NUMBER LIKE? I GET SO CLOSE 2 USING THE OTHER ONE SO I'M JUS CURIOUS...

[gogogirl in reply to GENGR]

I think they get to the right place for the help you are asking for- give it a try.

[gogogirl in reply to gogogirl]

Gotta get off now due to vision. The best to you and hope that you got some help here.

[GENGR]

YOU CAME ON MY POST TELLING ME HOW I SHOULD TYPE BUT I'M BEING RUDE? EVEN AFTER I EXPLAINED IT AND YOUR STILL GOING. I'M JUS GONNA RECOMMEND BLOCKING YOU SINCE MY CAPS BOTHER YOU SO MUCH. SO UTTERLY RIDICULOUS...