This is the first time since s...

[Tatexo]

This is the first time since sophomore year of high school that I can’t get the thought of killing my self out of my head. everyone would be so much better off without me.

[Espinoza38]

Why do you think that? I usto think that way alot since I was a kid. But I once told myself if I do this i won't get to see how my life will play out. If I live I get to learn and experience life even when it's cruel. I don't know you but hey I'm here to talk with. Ok.

[Ironj in reply to Espinoza38]

You need to get that way of thinking out of your head. You’ve got a life ahead of you that will have it’s ups and downs. You’ll have a spouse kids vacations an abundance of joy. Hang in there you’ll be fine. If you need to call a hotline do it !! Best wishes John .... you should open up to your parents or your school guidance counselor as well.