All roads lead to my head

[Kendall8]

Got sent home with a heart monitor, because apparently my heart, kidneys and liver are all not happy with me. I lost my voice a week ago after an MRI and the doctors have no idea why or how to get it back. Just bad news after bad news. The last time my depression was this bad I lost myself in a bottle for about 2 years. I really want a drink, but know better than to fall back on that again. I also went to an eye doctor that told me there was nothing wrong with my eyes despite the floaters and loss of vision and recommend an MS panel before I even told her that my family had a history with MS (both my mom and sister have it). Just SO tired of being in pain.

[jkl5500]

I'm so sorry to hear of all your suffering. Please, please don't start drinking! That's jumping from the frying pan into the fire! I will keep you in my prayers.

[Susan512]

I'm so sorry for your suffering I too suffer with pain ( shoulder, mid to lower back, bad anxiety,and I have IBS which cause stomach pain) I tried my best to deal with it but my anxiety is at its worse medication hasn't kick in yet it's almost a month when I started Celexa and Gabapentin, suffering is part life, we all will suffer at some point in life some longer than others, I not going to lie to you it's though, pray always and hope that it will get better and it will, one day at a time.