Why?

[Shittyperson25]

Sorry for blowing up the chat room. Just curious,I have debilitating suicidal thoughts,along with some severe what feel like bipolar issues. Can anyone tell me why? Also,I have no insurance and there is no ADHD therapy where I'm at so you guys are my best hope

Thankyou so much ❤ just struggling feeling like I'm losing the fight

[STEM_Dad]

I'm glad that you posted about this. Saying something about it is definitely better than not. There is always help available.

Here's one source for help about suicidal thoughts, but there are many more. suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

You should also be able to call your local hospital, or your county or state health services.

In the USA, when in doubt you can call 9-1-1 to get put in touch with mental health assistance in your area (though you can expect a visit from emergency services by calling).

Even without insurance, you can get the help that you need. The list of qualified professionals who can diagnose ADHD can be different from one state to another, but I am sure that a doctor, psychologist or psychiatrist can diagnose in any state.

Since you mentioned suicidal thoughts, please start getting help for that without delay.

[Shittyperson25 in reply to STEM_Dad]

I have many times contacted the suicide hotline alone and talked for hours. I can truly say that they're life savers and the reason I'm still here

[Laykonyde]

Sorry to hear about your struggles.

Please hang in there. If we make it through the night there is a brighter day.

Lots of hugs!

[F_RN_Dx_at_39]

You can also check yourself into the ER. They should be able to connect you to resources.

[Ihaveadd]

Hoping your day is going better. Keep your chin up.

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