Hi everyone,
I'm new here but I'm in no condition to write a proper introduction right now...
I was diagnosed with ADHD in July (33F) and got a prescription for lisdexamfetamine (sp?) 30 mg, took it for about 3 weeks and then switched to 50 mg. I'm in my 3 week and I'm supposed to evaluate how I'm doing after a month on the higher dose and decide what's best for me and that's what I'd like an opinion on...
I'm doing worse but I can't tell if it's the higher dose or the depression I also suffer from: with the 30 mg I just started to do stuff, especially around the house, something I always had a problem with. I didn't feel excited or happy but I got stuff done and didn't spend much time sitting around daydreaming (like I used to...).
Since I'm taking the 50 mg capsules it started to get more and more difficult to do things, then I feel bad about it, the next day is worse and it has been like this since.
I know I'm supposed to discuss this with my doctor and I will but I would apreciate your input because I had this idea that if the 50 mg was going to be too much for me, I'd be more "maniac" like and I don't feel like that at all, it's the opposite, so I wonder if it's the depression and the late diagnosis "mourning" (sp?) the culprits...
I should also say that I have a couple of courses to study for (I don't have an exam in the imediate future but it would help me a lot to get on it as soon as possible), and was planning to do so but even when I was feeling better (30 mg) I just avoided it completely... And (obviously) I don't feel great about that either.
Also, so far I'm not doing any kind of therapy/coaching (I'm looking into that rn)
(There's probably poor spelling and grammar all over the place but I just can't be bothered to check, I hope at least it all makes sense...)
Thank you for reading.
And good job for making this far, I'm not sure I could've done it myself!