I truly love my mom to death but I feel guilty because I think I want her out of my life. She always nags me and expects me to fail on everything, and then she acts like I’m so amazing to other people. She doesn’t even get how she treats me. She’s been living with me since Hurricane Harvey and just this morning I was in a perfectly fine mood, until she came in my room and we were just talking then she asked if she wanted her to bring my meds to me. I said “no” because I wasn’t ready to take them yet and he response was “then I’m definitely going to pack my things and go to your aunt’s for the weekend.” I never said I wasn’t going to take my meds, I just wasn’t ready to take them at that moment. My mom has over compensated for me my whole life and I don’t know what I’d do without her, but I also do a lot for her. She wants her hair done, I pay to get her hair done. She needed her car paid off, I paid it off. She needs a place to live, I’m happy to have her move in with me. She promised to help me with my taxes this weekend and her saying she wanted to leave the way she did really hurt me. I need her help and now I'm in tears and I’m pretty sure I’ll spend the rest of the weekend in bed watching Netflix and avoiding phone calls. I’m sorry for venting about something so dumb but I wonder if my life would be better without her in it and that thought makes me feel so guilty and like I’m such a bad person.