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I really wanna die

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I hate myself and I don’t know why. Idk what’s wrong with me. I have no passion to do anything with my life and I would suicide but I can’t for many reasons. I feel stupid and like I’m worthless and idk what to do

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Natsteveo

Hi Idkwhatswrongwithme

So sorry you feel like this so glad you've reached out and talk to someone about it depression and anxiety are the worst to go through its like you literally have to battle with yourself everyday...life can be so cruel and it can also be a test. Dont think your alone as you are not were all in that same dark place as you are now and it does eventually become lighter then the good and bad days still arrive but remember youve got through them once you can again you are stronger than you think ive attached some helplines i talk too they are brilliant and vwry helpful hope you feel somewhat better veey soon

Nat

Samaritans is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, to listen to anything that is upsetting you, including intrusive thoughts and difficult thoughts of suicide and self-harm.

Freephone: 116 123

Email them jo@samaritans.org or visit them at your local branch.

Samaritans also offer a Welsh Language Line on 0808 164 0123 (from 7pm–11pm only, seven days a week).

SANE offers emotional support and information from 4:30pm–10:30pm, 365 days a year.

Tel: 0300 304 7000

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Raidriar

More often than not you subconsciously develop an opinion of yourself based of off the perspectives and opinions laid upon you by others, and while it may seem drastic, sometimes it’s best to isolate the people who force these negative views onto your image out of your life, and to surround yourself with people who bring you happiness, no matter how small, our environments affect and often shape who we are, the better they are the better you’ll be, remember that.

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