I feel empty from inside like there is nothing inside of me, I worry so much, I have problems with my family which make it even worse for me. I don't know what i want i don't feel interested in anything, I force myself to do stuff I can't focus on anything I do , even when I force myself to do something I end up wondering after a half an hour, I have no motivation to anything , I tried many hobbies but hated all of them , I feel so lonely no one around me understand, I wanted to go to psychologist but i don't own a car and were I am coming from saying to someone that you want to go to a psychologist is not that easy. I feel depressed and I don't know what to do everyone just keep saying to me work hard or focus, think positive without seeing how devasted I am, I just can't handle it anymore. I need help I am screwing things up failing at every task I do feeling empty , sad , and so depreesed.
I need to talk to people who are willing to offer me help or comfort. I just need to feel something anything.