I don't know what is wrong with me

[wonderr]

I feel empty from inside like there is nothing inside of me, I worry so much, I have problems with my family which make it even worse for me. I don't know what i want i don't feel interested in anything, I force myself to do stuff I can't focus on anything I do , even when I force myself to do something I end up wondering after a half an hour, I have no motivation to anything , I tried many hobbies but hated all of them , I feel so lonely no one around me understand, I wanted to go to psychologist but i don't own a car and were I am coming from saying to someone that you want to go to a psychologist is not that easy. I feel depressed and I don't know what to do everyone just keep saying to me work hard or focus, think positive without seeing how devasted I am, I just can't handle it anymore. I need help I am screwing things up failing at every task I do feeling empty , sad , and so depreesed.

I need to talk to people who are willing to offer me help or comfort. I just need to feel something anything.

[GillyB46]

Hi. You certainly sound depressed. Do you know that depression is the number one cause of disability in the world, so there is no need to be ashamed of seeing a psychologist.

First stop should be your family doctor. Go and see what (s)he says.

Good luck. Gx

[MrHelp]

You must remember you are not alone wonderr. There are so many people in your position. These people can't understand why they feel this way it's a really tricky situation. I remember telling my mum when I was diagnosed with depression. She told me it was probably the seasons changing or hormones and I unfortunately people do think "focus" or "find a hobby" is the solution. The best thing you can do is to speak to someone, I promise you. There are people who spend their whole lives helping people with our mental mindset. There are people out there who will help, I promise. You're doing the right thing by reaching out, the next step is to speak with your GP. Mr Help x