This is my first time posting. Lately I've been feeling so restless with life. I want to change. I never leave the house. It so sad. I'm in school, online. I do have to show up; however, I have keep myself so neatly tucked away that its super awkward and uncomfortable being around people. I feel like like when I speak I am in a echo chamber, I sound dumb as hell. I don't feel dumb or think I am dumb. Confidence is rather low. idk, I'm here to be nice.