For the first time from starting my new journey for the life long new me it's been a a bit of a crappy yesterday and even worse today ........yes it's the TOTM and my get up and go I think has got up and gone . No motivation and nearly had a massive binge earlier I was shopping with my daughter after school she took me down the Xmas chocolate isle!!I my mouth started to water I know I can have a treat but if I'm being honest I'm not mentally ready yet and I know if I had I bar of chocolate I would continue then would have been really mad with myself then it would possible continue but what I did think to myself I have really enjoyed the last 5 half weeks so while I let my daughter chose her treat I picked up a can of Pepsi max came home cooked dinner which occupied me then after cleaning up I thought OK I have got lots of veggies I need to use up so made some home made soup chicken veg I've been promising my dad to make some soup so I did I can't freeze anymore lol so I will be going there in abit after Eloise goes to bed which should take me nicely to bed time I know after tomorrow hooray it will be all done for another 4 weeks and I hope my get up and go returns!
Onwards and Downwards