I have reached a super low point today 😞 My emotions are all over the place and my eating habits are suffering for it too.
So I have been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years and I used to think he was supportive until last night.
He said that if I put on weight he will lose respect for me and that my eating habits are making me unattractive and that he doesn't want to be with me if I am gonna end up being "like 19 stone or looking like one of my friends who is a bigger lady." His words!! This has completely crushed me as I thought he loved me for me not my looks! I tried to explain that what he said is really hurtful but he thinks I'm being silly.
*crying while typing*
So now I'm trying sort out my eating and stuff but I feel that rather then doing it for me I am doing it to keep him happy. And I am losing my will power and I am so hurt and upset.
So sorry for ranting on bet this isn't the normal kind of post but it's the only place I can freely say how I feel.