Hey, no one needs to reply to this, I'm sure that people on here have been in a dark hole at some point in there journey, I'm trying to scratch my way up this huge wall in front of me, but I just haven't got the energy to fight this.
I'm at the end of the road... I seriously can't do this anymore! I have fought long & hard but all I want really is TO GIVE UP!! The pain is all too much, it's unbearable. My breathing too, I CANT control my body my body's controlling me...
The only time I feel ok is when Im asleep..
So maybe that should be a permanent thing!