So I posted a couple of times about being prescribed Carbimazole and having reaction, so I'm going to update.
1. After month on Carbimazole I developed neutropenic sepsis, and had zero neutrophils and 1.8 white blood cells. I had initial stages of sepsis for 3 days before receiving any medical care as an out of hours GP and A&E ignored fact I required immediate blood test and totally ignored what I was saying about Carbimazole. Another two days without treatment would have likely been organ failure and death.
2. Stayed in hospital for a couple of days on antibiotic drips and had two days of Filgrastim which boosts immune system.
3. Doctors on ward told me I could not leave hospital until neutrophils reached 1500, but kicked out following day by bed manager when my neutrophils were only 520 as they wanted the side room I was in and I refused to go on the ward where everyone was coughing and I basically had no immunity. Handed 5 days worth of antibiotics and sent home with neutropenia and high risk of more sepsis.
4. Immune system did not recover as quickly as it was supposed to and still hasn't.
5. Developed swollen lymph glands after three weeks and spent another night in A&E. This caused my immune system to plummet again to 850 neutrophils and 2.1 white blood cells.
6. When I initially came out of hospital I met with the Endo consultant and doctor and I was told surgery or radio iodine treatment only option, and refused the PTU option and told I would die if I took PTU. I stated NO to surgery, and radio iodine only permanent option I would consider and started to push to have PTU as option. Told I could not have PTU until my immune system returned to normal which it has not, even now after a full month on from the Carbimazole neutropenic sespis.
7. Met with another Endo consultant following week in same hospital and told I would have to take PTU or I would be high risk of heart failure. He totally contradicted the previous consultant.
8. In the middle of all this the other doctor did make referral for radio iodine and I was told that would not happen until May and the initial consultation would be with a nurse by phone, despite fact my thyroid is going up massively and I am on NO thyroid medication. I rattled everyone on that, and the consultation brought forward to last Thursday and made a face to face with a doctor. Then another doctor came in to the appointment and they both totally contradicted each other. One said I could start PTU until I decided to have the radio iodine, and the other other said no I could not have PTU. Radio iodine makes thyroid worse for a few weeks, and drives up risk of thyroid storm so PTU should also be recommended to support that.
9. I've been booked in for radio iodine this Thursday and feel I am being corralled into this through lack of anyone allowing me to start the PTU as an alternative option to see how that goes. Radio iodine normally causes underactive thyroid and no one is being truthful about that either. All doctors have stated it is 50/50 that thyroid will go underactive, but everything I have read has stated 100% of people who have radio iodine go underactive within 12 months of the treatment. That will mean I have a whole new set of health symptoms and impacts to deal with, and will be on medication to the day I die.
Quite frankly, and to be blunt, I am absolutely 100% fed up at this stage. I feel everyone is lying to me, and the Endo consultant who told me I would risk death if I went on PTU was more than happy to try to push me to have risky surgery under general anaesthetic that could lead to bigger issues. The only decent person who is consistent thus far is the female doctor, and the consultant who did recommend PTU seems to have fallen off the map and I've never seen him again. I have been consistently denied PTU on the premise that my immune system would have to return to normal, despite zero NICE guidelines to that effect. I am now inclined to not have the radio iodine owing to the bad advice I'm getting. I have considered getting a court order to have prescriptions for the PTU.
Three family members have all been on Carbimazole (my sister, and two of my nieces), and both my sister and one of my nieces are now off all medication as their thyroids returned to normal. I am being denied this choice by doctors (with the PTU option), and I am now being pushed into a situation where I have no chance of being healthy or medication free ever again. It is medical misogyny and bullying at its finest, wrapped up to look like healthcare. I have been 'poo poo'd' by the lead consultant for expressing my opinions and questionning matters. I have no doubt at some point he will decide to kick me off their books for raising too many issues and challenging the multiplicity of conflicting opinions and advice.
So to sum up, I firmly believe my outcomes are bad every which way I look, and I have a set of doctors more than happy to dice with death by denying me PTU and raising my risk of heart failure and other less fatal health impacts in the short-term so as to play out their control game of medical 'Gods' rather than listen to my concerns and allow me to explore all options. I would honestly consider my best option to be cancel the radio iodine and pursue court order for PTU treatment as a basic human rights breach at this point.
I do not trust any doctor at this stage, and firmly believe that ego and playing God is more important to them than the health and longterm outcome of patients.