Anybody else live with Bipolar Disorder and under active thyroid.
My life is my conditions and thier management.
Currently trying to drop back to some sort of stability, but certain physical are not helping. Extremely dry scalp, hairline, getting further down face. Dry areas on face. Feet and hands ice blocks and worse in colder weather. I've just had the second of two extremely bad dry eye periods, it's now returning - Ophthalmologist diagnosed keratoconjunctivitis and a heap of eye drops and gels. I have painful osteoarthritis feet, knees, hips; I am waiting for an op on my back, fusion L4 & 5, my left arm has damaged and trapped nerves - very, very painful. Constant streaming nose. GERD which is getting worse, swallowing issues, other unpleasant issues. My life is currently in 100% constant pursuit of sleep and to be pain free. I was previously running marathons with high training miles with Bipolar & thyroid in check. Levels of Lithium check regularly, 125 levo that goes up and down from 150, consistently conflicting advice from Dr, Endocrinologist & Rheumatologist. Dr's at no point in 15 years, have coordinated an overview or looked for any connections with above. They never read notes/correspondence from consultants, no suggestions, no understanding of someone's life rapidly crumbling. MH service is zero, nothing- 12 - 18 months wait for any meaningful Biploar therapy, meds in out, up and down. I take a stack of meds with a list of do's and dont's, timings, increasing/decreasing doses, manufacturer changes, titration/weaning. It's without doubt a FT occupation to try and manage the above conditions and another the meds. Dr insists I have annual reviews (MH, General & Meds) - If I mention my conditions, I am dismissed because this appointment isnt for that!I know more about my conditions than the practice nurses, its just box ticking. Yet, I have to wait two weeks for a 10 minute appointment and only allowed to discuss one symptom. Rarely my appointed, or indeed rarely the same Dr. Physically, pain and mobility deteriating, mentally struggling with Bipolar and holding all of this together. Is there anybody at all that lives with Bipolar and UAT got similar issues, that has been through it and found successful solutions. I cannot cope with anymore unnecessary confrontation with practice managers or receptionists, with secretaries, with meaningless appointments. Any help from anyone with the identical issues, would be immensely and gratefully received.
Iam safe;;;;;;
but, increasingly I am in places I am uncomfortable with, through the immense frustration and mental workload in an attempt to step back into some sort of normality and life.
Thanks for reading and take care.
Dan