I have severe Graves for about 8 years with high antibodies and told will not be likely to achieve remission and am likely to go overactive very quickly. I have severe symptoms with bad effect on my heart, breathing etc. and have been taken into A&E by ambulance a number of times with relapses.
I have remained just on AT drugs (currently on block/replace 40mg/100mcgfor the foreseeable - probably 18 months from last June).
I do not want RAI due to the many issues with it and did not want any operation either but I don't feel that good on B&R (compared to just Carbimazole) but my consultant says this is best way to keep me stable when I go overactive so quickly and so badly. So seems like I am stuck on it.
But I have no life either. I rarely go out except with masks π· to hospital/GP appointments or to get food every couple of weeks (early morning to avoid crowds) because I had low/abnormal neutrophils this year and had to stop the Carbimazole for a while due to risks of Agranulocytosis. This is also more of a worry since covid (and my father died from it). If I do go into remission and stop medication I am totally on edge as well in that I might suddenly become ill again very quickly (hyper). So my life, and that of my partner, is totally ruled by this disease - we don't go out together anywhere - not for a meal or night out at all. We don't mix or have any friends now. We haven't been on a break or holiday for more than 6 years.π
It is getting me down and my partner is so depressed as her life is as bad as mine and says we must go away somewhere soon but this terrifies me π with the risk whilst I am with Graves, whether on medication or not, as I don't know how good hospitals are abroad. It probably would be just Spain/Canaries but not sure what treatment and access to it would be like and some islands/smaller resorts could be far from state hospitals (and then there is the language as we don't speak Spanish)
So I think I have to consider a thyroidectomy or I'll never have a life again and soon I won't have a partner but having read about it this scares me rigid π± as I have read about all the possible complications including possible bleeding into the neck (hematoma) causing asphyxiation/death as well as problems by damage to certain nerves causing swallowing/chewing/speech issues and also damage to parathyroids causing low calcium levels - all of which can be permanent. I already have swallowing issues as I was diagnosed with dismotility of food pipe when I was tested for swallowing issues a few years ago and would not want it to be any worse as it is hell at the moment. I would not be too bothered about temporary issues or a bit of change/hoarseness to the voice (as long as I still have one).
The endo nurse said I might be able to speak to another patient who has had the operation but obviously they want me to have it (as it gets me off their books and back on GP's) but they will just direct me towards someone where everything has gone just fine when I read much, including on here (such as just lately the post by Germany1924 who had had a thyroidectomy, where it hadn't gone well) - where either the operation hasn't gone well or the treatment afterwards when Levo is not working possibly due to conversion problems and then not able to get any other medications on NHS. In fact the latest guidelines seem to suggest it will be harder now than ever to get anything other then Levo on NHS.
So just wondered if anybody who has had experience of thyroidectomy with any issues or complications could give me any advice about it and how the operation/recovery was and aftercare and conversion issues and how the NHS has treated them. Unfortunately I have had many bad experiences with NHS with my health issues and so worried about the operation but if I do decide to I need to be on the list as Endo says waiting list can be around 2 years.
Many thanks. π