Just wanted to say 'Thank you from the bottom of my heart' to loueldhen, slowdragon, Saya85, Coracle, Bendaisy, Grey Goose and others for their kinds words, empathy, understanding, advice, medical advice and suggestions. I haven't been feeling well, but when I had that email the other day saying my bloods were 'highly abnormal, ivf is stopped again, and 3 times worse than they were a year ago when it was stopped' my heart sunk and in all honesty I was finding it hard to eat, get out of bed and just crying 24/7. It's been a horrible journey, including loss over the last maybe 7 years and everytime I look fwd I get knocked back to square one.
Anyway, I had bloods done today at GP. I gave them all the suggestions as to what they should be testing for ... as they didn't know. I didn't get any info, suggestions, reasons or hear anything except 'sorry, we did the right thing suggesting you drop to 50mg as you were borderline Hyperthyroid end of Jan and your bloods would still have come back abnormal". Hoping I can post any results asap so I can get some advice from you all.
I'm trying to take things 'day by day'. There were beautiful newborn twins in the GP surgery waiting room today. My tears came flooding down and I was glad to sit with my hoodie up so others wouldn't notice.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all of you. Am so greatful for this site xxx