Graves' disease and struggling with relapse , I kind of feel like this is a place I can get it off my chest . Where people understand just how lousy I feel. So I've relapsed , after visiting A&E with heart rate 5 weeks ago, scan, drs and endo latest bloods show my ft4 still over 100 so my carbimazole dose has been increased. The conclusion that I've come to along with my endo is surgery. My thyroid is so large I feel like I'm chocking, I can't see past feeling like this and I'm bearly functioning . I'm losing my hair, l look double my age and I just want my life back I miss it !