Hello everyone,
I haven't been online for a long time.
I am still struggling to manage my hypothyroidism.
In the past 10 months I have tried various combinations of T4 alone, T4+T3 and T3 only but I was still hypo.
Now I am trying a T4+T3 combination again, slowly going up.
I reached 106 T4 and 30 T3, and every time I up my dose I feel amazing for 2 days, absolutely symptom-free, and then hypothyroid symptoms hit hard again.
I am OK nutrient and adrenal-wise, so this is not a hindrance for therapy not to work.
I think I convert immediately since I went from T4/T3 (100mcg/18mcg) to T4 (37.5mcg) for 2 months earlier this year and I felt amazing in just 3 days after dropping T3. But this feeling lasted for 2 weeks only, then FT4 level went very high and impaired conversion. But still I was feeling better than now.
For the time being I take 106 T4 and 30 T3. 2 weeks ago I was taking 87.5 T4 and 27 T3 and I felt pretty bad, constant skipped beats (my main hypo symptom which I go by) and real terrible bone and muscle pain. I upped my T4 to 100 and my hypo symptoms stopped completely the same evening and I was symptom-free for 2 days but then all of them returned...
I know you may be incredulous to the fact how quickly I convert Thyroxine but this has happened to me many, many times and I m 1000% sure that it gets converted to T3 immediately, however conversion grinds to a halt when FT4 level goes to high (itself alone and as compared with FT3 level)...
Right now I am aiming at shutting down my thyroid and getting a full replacement dose. It is pretty clear to me already that smaller doses do NOT work.
However, it feels weird that I get to feel so good whenever I increase and then plunge into hypothyroidism again. I am afraid I will never reach my full replacement dose since I never get hyper. It seems to me that even if I am close to switching my thyroid off I will not be able to find MY balance of T4 and T3 dosages and thus I might titrate my doses up endlessly... To no avail... I do think that if I don't have enough T3 to "oppose" T4, to "regulate" FT4 levels and harness them down to enable conversion to FT3, my FT4 will just build up and I will be hypo.
Still I feel tempted to go back to a small dose of T4 only. At least I will be symptom-free for half a month and then be little hypo at a steady level.
With T4 and T3 it just seems like an endless game... constant upping - relief, downturn, upping again - relief, and so on...
I am open to any kind of advice...