Following 6 weeks of very low BP, daily fainting, couldn't drive, hair falling out, depression, lost a stone and a half, couldn't eat, vomiting etc I finally got to an endocrine clinic on 31st March, where I passed out - I was given a short synacthen test immediately and told to take Hydrocortisone 3 times a day. The consultant was sure I had Addison's (as was my GP). I got the MED bracelet, told work (I have been off unable to work for 6 weeks) and put everything in place to make sure I knew how to manage the illness. However I have been told today that the synacthen test 'made my adrenals behave wonderfully' (whatever that means) and that I do not have Addison's. Cortisol was 147, then (on the 31st March) 111 and on a downward spiral. When I asked the endocrine Dr what my low cortisol could be attributed to she told me 'some people just have low cortisol'. I am SO frustrated. Make no mistake, 4 weeks ago I was suicidally fatigued, exhausted, dead on my feet, and the Hydrocortisone has changed my life (the endocrine again: 'yes well we would all feel a little better from taking a bit of cortisone dear').
Now what? The thought of not having the one thing that has made me feel better, taken away, is making me panic - i am even on a phased return to work next week.I am also hypothyroid, anaemic, gluten intolerant and have adenomyosis in my bowel (to add to the fun). What now? I feel like an idiot. I was ill and thought I was going mad, was told I was, in fact, very ill, now I find out I am 'not' ill. I have been told to keep taking the Hydrocortisone until next Fridays appt at the endocrine clinic...
Advice? What is going on? What should I be asking? I cannot bear the thought of returning to the horrible state I was in