i hope you dont mind me letting off some steam... i am devastated at my endos conversation with me today over the phone.. the day i dreaded has arrived.. i feel sick to the core...
Yes , you are normal now so you must go back to your doctor, i am discharging you.. it must be something else!
So i asked why ALL my original symptoms were still with me.. hair loss.. weight gain. fatigue.. sore eyes, etc and he talked over the top of me and said well, the figures say your in range and fine now... so like i say.. go back to your doctor for other tests!!
omg i feel i have had the lid nailed onto my coffin... cant explain the feeling of desperation and loneliness... i am now alone!!!
The only ray of light he gave me, was the name of a female endo that prescribes ndt, so i have to go to my doc for a referal.. hmmm.. me n my doc dont hit it off these days.. but needs must.
thanks for listening... i know i am not alone... but i feel scared now for the first time on this journey!!