I'm looking for advice. I was diagnosed with Hypothyriodism back in Nov-15. Since then the doctors have struggled to get my figures within range. My last set of results said I was slightly under range. The Doctor suggested changed my medication from 75mg one day and 100mg the next. I didn't do this as the last time I was put on 100mg I had a really funny turn which resulted in an ambulance being called as I was having chest pains.
The last nine months I have suffered from anxiety. This was from an incident that unfortunately I cannot sort out as it will cost too much to rectify. I have suffered from anxiety my whole life on and off. When I first got diagnosed with hypo last nov the doctors mentioned going back onto anti depressants but I didn't want to as I have manged to stay off them for 2 and half years.
I seem to have little windows of feeling 'normal' but the last week or so I have got quite bad. I manage to carry on going into work but I'm losing interest in my workload, Today I have a off day of work but I just want to lay in bed. Every morning, I have retching attacks like I want to be sick. I have had counselling but I seem to get better for a little while and then go back to my old ways.
I am worried I will lose my partner and ultimately my job I really love.
Any advice would be appreciated. I feel so alone.