It's not quite 2am, as I sit and type this. Really miserable and full of unpleasant symptoms that never go away. Everything seems to have been made worse by this early menopause and it's going to be well over a month before I get any treatment for that. I take a lorry load of high quality vitamins but start to wonder just exactly what are they doing for me. Had a massive flare up a few weeks ago which has left my muscles all knotted up because of all the stress (I presume) and I can't get that sorted for a couple of weeks as he is fully booked. Wait, wait, wait is all I do hoping that I am going to stumble on something that will work for me, but what's the point, nothing really works for to long, even pain killers don't work. Thanks for listening.