Random posy just because I need to say something but I'm having a weird anxiety episode.
Text the bf this morning and unusuallly he's not replied so now I'm freaking out that something bad has happened.
Trying to convince myself he is just busy at work not collapsed in a heap at home or in a car crash somewhere!
Can't even go home and check as live too far away from work so would mean too long a lunch break.
I wish he'd reply so I can stop worrying!
I get periods of bad feeling but have managed to keep it from him I'm on the verge of freaking out with an influx of text messages asking him to contact me. ... Trouble is he hasn't read the two I have sent so it won't helo. ...