I've drawn lots of support from you all, advice, hope and comfort. I know how important people's success stories were to me. Here's mine......so far.......
After being bedridden for a month after being on Levo for 4 months and being very ill since (off work, unable to drive, do any household tasks or walk more than a few mins)I was hypothyroid, had adrenal issues (very low cortisol and DHEA, recently tested positive for Lyme) I really feel I'm moving forward. I've been going for weekly acupuncture restorative yoga, following an AIP diet, on adrenal support and nutritional supplements for 2 weeks, T3 for one week and a b12 injection yesterday. Im really starting to feel like me again, I can think faster, speak faster and in the last few days I've been able to make food and wash up! Today drove my car, went shopping, was able to carry shopping from car, unpack it and I actually did a decent walk of about 15 mins! No immediate crash afterwards and I even was able to prep veg for dinner (although couldn't finish it) I have a long way to go before returning to work as I'm still sleeping and resting in bed between 12-5pm, plus I still have some muscle weakness and aching but this is now in the realms of possibility at least. I actually can see the chance of returning to the person I used to be and it's so god damn exciting.
I realise I will have setbacks and I'm still having bad days (although these were every other day last week and now haven't had one since Sunday!) but the overall trajectory is onwards and upwards. I know how depressing and hopeless you can feel being stuck in bed, feeling terrible and being dependant on everybody for pretty much everything. Please never give up hope and keep doing everything you can to feel well again. It is possible and I haven't even started trying to tackle the Lyme yet!
Good luck to you all