Hi, I really don't have anyone else to confide in because no one in my social circle understands just what my illness does. My last GP told me to make an effort to get on with my life and said that she's signing me
off for fatigue but it's a short term fix and that it's not a valid reason to be off work even if my thyroid blood test is going to be done in a couple of weeks. My relationship with my OH has also ended after 10 years and I have to move out of the flat by next January. We have ended it because both of us want different things. And because of the illness I've been buying healthier things to eat and he doesn't because he doesn't need to. So I will be moving into my family home sometime in January and I almost secured a job with a care agency until I received a letter telling me they changed their mind. But I've now received a letter from one of the colleges inviting me for an interview. It is exciting and I am excited but with the doctor appointment coming up tomorrow as well as the interview on Tuesday, I feel like a bag of nerves. I'm just hoping that my life will work out better and that once I've qualified I can sign up with an agency and pick up where I left off - working, earning and making people happy. My doctor and family are all telling me to get myself back out there and start working again so I feel I have to please them by doing this and I'm getting the feeling I'm rushing myself.