Well folks im at the absolute end of my tether over the past few weeks iv had the mother of all ibs flair ups and my back has completely gave up the ghost. Every time i stand up im in agony. Iv been struggling to my work in an office doped up on whatever meds i have at my disposal but this morning i got up in so much pain and thought i cant put myself through another day of struggling to walk struggling to get into my car spending all day at my desk popping pills just to try and get through the day til i can come home and lay down for a bit of slight relief. Iv phoned sick yet again so i dont even know how much longer this job iv had for 4 years now and wanted and love so much will still be mine. In an absolute downer but so tired of struggling.