Good evening folks, not sure if this is the correct area to put this in, but here goes anyway.....
I was recently diagnosed with Non-ischemic cardiomyopathy, and I Got some results today, left ventricle 19% and right 29% ejection fraction. So not great but that’s without medication, so hoping the new medication I will go onto will help that, I was also told I was being referred for the defibrillator implant thing.
The strange thing is I don’t feel unwell at all, I was very sick in hospital in November and told I need a transplant, but being type 1 diabetic, I’m not able to go on the list.
My worry is that I’m 35 with a 4 year old girl and getting married in 8 weeks, what kind of life will I be able to give my family?
How long will I be around for them.
It’s the unknown that’s bothering me.
Thank you.
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