Hi all,
During Sep, I progressively reduced my Neupro dose from 1mg to 0mg, under the supervision of my new neurologisit from Antwerp whose diagnosis is a very severe DAWS. My current medication is now 2x300mg Pregabaline, 2x100mg Tramadol ER, 1x0.5mg clonazepan, 37.5mg Venlafaxine.
When I totally stopped Neupro, I had an horrible week with painful RLS crises day and night + depression episodes. Then I started to have good days, during which I could go back to work for a few hours. I even had one 'normal' week during wich I went to work everyday, and my crises were minimal. I started to think that I was close to the end of the tunnel.
Still, it has been a week now that I'm back to square 1, with nearly constant crises that forces me to stay at home, suffering like hell. As usual, my crises are not "normal" RLS crises. I have kind of painful electrical jolts in the low back that makes my low back and legs shiver, and that makes me moan with every impulse. I spend most of my days in bed, trying to work on my laptop if I can. If it's too painful, I take one or two clonazepans to get knocked out. At night, I take a clonazepan, a tramadol and a pregabaline, and I sleep well. But when I wake up, a crisis start, or a crisis awakes me before waking up.
It has been 14 months now that I started my DA withdrawal and DAWS, and it has been pure torture all the way. I'm pretty fed up suffering like this. My neurologist says that I should fully recover, but that it will be a very slow process. On my side, I don't understand why I don't go back to my pre-DA baseline, which was a mild RLS during the first hours of the night that was under control with 150mg of pregabaline. During my crises, I tend to be depressed, and my feeling is that I have a rare type of permanent DAWS that I will never fully recover from, with uncurable damages to my brain. And I don't want to live the rest of my life mostly in my bed, suffering and moaning. This is no life.