For me, sleep deprivation leads to an increase in anxiety and a marked worsening of my OCD.
This leads to my being overtired and anxious, which then makes it even more difficult to sleep when the restlessness finally dips down to a manageable level.
For a long time, when this happened, I would take codeine tablets for a couple of days, just to break the cycle. Usually, it worked and I went back to life with restless legs that disrupted my sleep, but didn't leave me zombiefied during the days.
Gone are those days, sadly.
On Friday, I visited my doctor and explained my thinking. I just needed something that I could take that would kill off the anxiety and calm my brain so I could give my brain chemistry the best chance possible at overcoming the restlessness.
After explaining to him about how SSRI drugs are no good for people with RLS, he gave me four Lorazepam tablets to try. Half a tablet when needed (not every day).
I took half a tablet on Friday night. My mind calmed quickly and I continued reading my book for another 30 mins. Straight to sleep I went. No restless legs. Interesting.
Last night I took the same half tablet dose. It didn't work as well. Probably because my sleep hygiene was bad: I was dwelling on work stuff, didn't read my book, didn't start my mental relaxation early enough in the evening, etc. But, I did manage to get to sleep around 12:30 (as opposed to 3:30). So, it's kind of a win.
Lorazepam enhances the effects of GABA at the GABAA receptor in the brain. GABA is the yin to Glutamate's yang. Glutamate is the main excitatory and GABA the main inhibitory neurotransmitter.
A 2019 study mentioned that:
"Brain iron deficiency (BID) is considered to be a key initial pathobiological factor, based on alterations of iron acquisition by the brain, also moderated by genetic factors.
In addition to the well-known dopaminergic involvement in RLS, previous studies pointed out that BID brings also a hyperglutamatergic state that influences a dysfunctional cortico-striatal-thalamic-cortical circuit in genetically vulnerable individuals.
However, the enhancement of arousal mechanisms in RLS may also be explained by functional changes of the ascending arousal systems and by deficitary GABA-mediated inhibitory control."
So, did the GABA hike caused by the Lorazepam give my brain iron more of a fighting chance, hence my calmer legs?
I have no plans to continue taking Lorazepam. It's the Devil's work and dependence is super quick and down that road no happiness lies.
But it has encouraged me - more than before - that my brain iron is low (my blood ferritin level is on the low end). Also, I'm wondering how to decrease glutamate and increase GABA - especially at night.
Has anyone else had any experience with or read anything about the glutamate link to RLS?
Thanks.