This sounds very very similar to my where my Dad is at, heās 72, been in a nursing home for 3 years now. He is in the very advanced stages of this awful illness. I just wanted to send you a massive virtual hug. Itās so so tough xx
My Mum has been steadily losing weight for three years and is now a tiny 7st. Sheās refused a peg too and wonāt eat the fortified drinks/shakes or anything she doesnāt like which means itās very difficult to get weight on her.
I think itās normal, but I would keep pressuring CHC as they need to get to grips with this illness, exhausting as it is.
Sorry to learn of your dear mom's worsening condition.
If she won't take fortified foods and shakes, she would continue to loose weight. Does she still cough and choke with the pureed diet and thickened liquids she takes? If yes, then if PEG feeding is not done, there is no way she could gain the desired weight. Or is there any other mechanism via which that could be achieved? It is very very very distressing for me to watch a loved one to cough and choke while eating and drinking. Or is it not? I would continue to be optimistic and hence go in for any feeding mechanism that would prevent her from coughing and choking while eating and drinking. Best wishes to you and your mom.
Thank you for your response. She does choke on her thickened liquids. The swallow seems to be slowing. She seems to keep what little she does take in her mouth for ages. She has now been prescribed some of her meds in liquid form but sometimes they just dribble back out š³
I am sorry to hear this about your Mum and can sympathise because this is the exact story for my husband. Admitted to a care home in April weighing 71 KG and he is now 51KG. I spend a lot of time with him so I know how difficult it is for him to take enough food and liquid to maintain any level of weight. We have rejected the PEG feed and this was agreed by the care home nurses and GP. It was too late and his body could not take the process or indeed the increased nutrition at this late stage. He's been on food supplements and high calory drinks but it has made little difference. I have had to accept that his body is shutting down and he is nearing the end. In doing so I have become much calmer in the last few weeks and I think my husband has too. He does have one to one care now during the day, so that he has time to eat and drink as much or as little as he wishes.
My advice would be to respect your Mum's wishes and not to put her through any unnecessary trauma.
My thoughts are with you as we both move towards the end and final peace for our loved ones.
Thank you. Iām trying to respect her wishes but when the home keep asking me itās like theyāre disregarding them. This was all documented when she became a resident. It makes me feel guilty even though I know she wouldnāt want this existence š³
EDITED 01.11.2024 (Apologies for my original reply I think it was a bit much)
Hi GeorgeMMXVI, and everyone in this chat, Iām so sorry for what everyone here is going through. Itās so painful to witness.
I would say trust your instincts about where you are in terms of progression. Maybe you could ask for the gp, or her consultant, to urgently review. That might help with the CHC. Itās so frustrating that the ICB donāt understand that things can change quickly.
If the gp/consultant agree with you, then you might want to look at the fast-track option for CHC. Itās meant to make funds available for necessary care and support available in a matter of days, but requires āan āappropriate clinicianā who determines that the individual has a primary health needā (gov.uk/government/publicati...
Re eating, my mum often preferred to just have weetabix in hot milk, or mini yogurts or mini chocolate custard. And we switched to feeding her via a teaspoon. That all seemed a bit more manageable for her.
Could you also ask for a SLT review? When my mum was reviewed the SLT wrote out new more compassionate guidance re feeding mum, making sure people were taking the time to gently explain the food infront if her, allow her to smell it etc and let her/her body make the choice as to whether to eat or not. That might also support any CHC as it will require extra time and someone who is calm to be able to sit with her and go at your mum's pace.
I hope you can get the support you and your mum need at this time. And that she is as comfortable and well looked after as possible. I know at this time itās hard but itās important to also look after yourself too.
Thank you. Please donāt apologise for your original response. Itās helpful to know what to expect and when. Mum has seen SLT recently but I will request another review.
Our hospice social worker said it is one of the hardest things to let go, our impulse to care by focusing on feeding. Itās basic. Itās elemental. Itās how we show love all our lives. But when the body is shutting down it canāt process food, and trying to keep weight on can become dangerous in itself. We as caregivers need to pay attention and not push. Itās a very hard path to walk.
Leafcuttle is right. I totally second all their advice, especially that last paragraph. Take care of yourself, too.
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