All was going well with Nigel back home and going to respite during the day but he thinks he should be picked up at 4 and after that he gets agitated and today my sister went for him at 5 and he had put a fist up at a member of staff so it has to be reported and she says they may not have him tomorrow. I cannot have him at home on my own all day because I cannot take him to the toilet etc and I need to sleep in the afternoon and I am so angry with him inside although I know it is not him but the horrible horrible things that are going on in his brain. I am praying for calmness for us both but right now I do not even want to talk to him and i have to phone the respite home now.
Sorry for the rant but I need to rant big time right now. love AliBee xxx