This is my first post I actually posted on someone else’s thread so sorry!
Well here goes my name is Marion.
I am from Scotland.
I am going to try and share my story or should I say my lovely husbands horrendous story.
My poor darling husband has not officially been diagnosed as yet but in our hearts and souls we know that is what it is we are just beginning to know about this illness.
Well I should say I am !
I am not sharing everything with my husband ( I know it’s not right )
But my husband is very ill with other illnesses and I don’t want to burden his already tormented soul
I swear I don't know what to do it has floored me 😢😢 no one is saying yes it is or no it's not
My husband has fought cancer, aspiration dysphagia, then psoriatic Arthritis Omg it is awful I just can't take anymore bad news I am feeling so sad that my heart is breaking ..
He has fought many fights and won because he is my hero and an amazing guy he helped me through my Cancer fight my pneumonia just so many things and now it is my turn to help him.
We have been fighting the fight for over 18 long months and every day there is more bad news
But now I don't know what to do I genuinely am in a state of utter despair and so is he
He is such a brave man and such a fighter but now what ?
I am worn out ...I can't imagine what he feels !
But I can see the sadness in his eyes it is heartbreaking I can’t handle it I just cry all of the time
I totally admit I am just as sad as life can be ,we are in a state of shock and to be honest he doesn’t even know all of what is happening to him
I know my post lacks info but I just want to start somewhere.