I apologise firstly for not joining in conversations on here. To be honest, I've gone into hibernation these past 5 months. I'm just not handling psp well.
I would like to ask, Do any of you find that your wife/ husband / family member with psp acts differently for other people?
Family and friends keep telling me how well my husband looks. And he really does look well infront of other people. Happy, smiley and colour in his cheeks. Why then at home does he look depressed, grey, is very short fused and moody and (yesterday) verbally abusive , telling me to F off!!! I just dont get it. At home you can see his slightly masked face, You can see in his face how he is in pain with wrists and legs. You can see the fatigue. He has started to become slower with his eating. But yesterday infront of family he was like a new man, even eating normally with no coughing.. then as soon as family left he went back to his usual psp self. Is it because he is putting on a front for other people?
He is all over his family but disinterested in me. He lacks care and concern for me but not for them . I find it so upsetting ..
Many thanks x