I have just come home from visiting P in the nursing home where he`s been for 16 months now. Most days, if he whispers half a dozen words, I think it`s been a good day. However, today he was very aware and said quite a lot (for him) including " I wish I was normal again".
That completely floored me because P hasn`t been `aware` of much, including his condition, for the past 2 years ! All I could say was that I wished he was normal again too.
I feel heartbroken because I could cope with it all when I thought he wasn`t aware of what was happening to him but now my heart bleeds for him.
I just had to share it here because I know you will all understand.