Hello I am still here waiting for my miracle. I have come home from care and have four carers a day to look after me. Just as I find one that suits,she leaves and so we start again Me explaining I don't have to be shouted at I am not deaf I don't speak any louder. Have almost lost the use of my legs and I have a catheter which helps,unfortunately the constipation does not help.lactulose makes me choke. So I can do little for myself just watch the TV and watch the world go by. I would like to be in my garden or going out to the park I have just applied for CHC to go into a nursing home which is safer than being here on my own "not what I had in mind when I retired. My brain is active my body useless,my inspiration my brother who has had Parkinson's for 15years and with medication is still living a normal life.