I take care of my aunt bev and i do it alone why does every one want me to do the humaine thing and well they didnt come out and say it but i know what the hell they are saying KILL HER help her let go who wants to live like that well guess what MY AUNT BEV DOES maybe not exsacly like that and I DO well putting drugs in her peg tube is not an option for me F--- O--. I will do what no one else wants me to do my aunt bev still has her mind about her and if she wanted to die i mean really die well i am going to do what she ask its her life, well not really i would have to trick her on that one it is not an option for me so as long as i am here if that day ever comes ill just tell her to suck it up. and the next person that tell me that does not want to be to close i am sick and tired of everyone putting their two cents in well none of them are here helping or have been.
What happened I guess I must have been super tired because I did not hear her blow her whistle (so I can hear her call me since she cant yell for me) so she calls her kung fuu or what ever instructor now mind you he just found out shes been sick for the last 15 years yesterday well he rushes out here only to see me walking down the hall i didnt tell bev what he said to me the day before because she just wanted to see if he would come out and work her legs and help make them stronger , so he calls me in the ketchen while his wife does what i thought was a massage and tries to discuss the humaine thing to do would be to help her go and you know what I said F--- off.
Then his wife came to the ketchen cometo find out she was doing what she called the boots off (some chant to help you go) i had already made up my mind I was not calling them for her anymore but know she did and I finally told her what they said to me and i asked is that what you want AND SHE SAID NO. mind you these were her friends for 40 plus years.SHE DOES NOT WANT TO GO. SO F--- O--
SORRY THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN VENT AND ITS NOT TAKEN THE WORNG WAY AND I AM SORRY FOR THE BAD LANGUAGE SOMETIMES , OK A LOT I CAN CUSS LIKE A SALIOR.
HUGS TO ALL