My anger today was a real problem. It is pouring, dark, cold and I get that trapped feeling with nowhere to go to get out of here and my husband Bob following me around directly behind me. On and On and round and round...like an experiment. Two people in space capsule and one has PSP. These dark rainy days are the worst. So Bob decided to rip my house plants apart (gardening?) and I lost it. Later I apologized and he had already forgotten the incident. But I end up feeling bad and keep wondering why I can't be more cheerful and even tempered, like I picture everyone else is. This is very hard in so many ways I just wanted to make contact with you guys and draw strength from the community.