I just found out my Sun sign, Chiron and Saturn are all in my 8th house Aries. This is a very bad curse and I didn’t need to know that to know my life sucks bad but it did give me hope to know that I’m here to prove I have a right to live and I’m not a waste of time. We are all here to obviously Live and accomplish something otherwise there would be no point!
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Oh and Lilith is in 8th house too☹️
Hi I'm not doing the posts help now as I'm not too well but same old story lol I was compelled when saw yours and who can reassure you exept me and I don't know I come on now right chevron is a planet that effects everyone ling term we have just entered the age of Aquarius which to be honest isn't great people will revel against gov wishes there will be disastrous implications,you need to look up Jeff prince astrogy he's fantastic xx and in astrogy terms my friend there's no such thing as a bad curse it's a planetary transition that will help you in the li f run just let it flow with you if I've had to wait over a year to get rid of rats from my house which no longer feels like home say no more I just need a new start xxx
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Thanks for writing and the good suggestion. I’ll definitely look him up. Good news for Age of Aquarius as it may start bad but with good results always. Prayers for you and your New Start!
With respect, I’ve never heard of the planet Chevron.... is it a skyfy planet, and I think the Age of Aquarios come from a stage show..... but I could be wrong?
It’s called Chiron and it’s a comet. It is amazingly accurate that it describes trauma related to death of loved ones as my mother’s dad was dying of cancer while pregnant for me. Somehow she put all her rage, pain and guilt on to me. She hated me from birth as I was born sickly with bronchitis due to all her smoking. She allowed her favorite cat to nearly suffocate me. My dad made her put the beloved cat to sleep which made her hate me even more. She spoke of hating me, looked at me with hatred and blamed me for all her negative feelings.My first memory was when she beat the shit out of me and threw me in my crib for having to change my diaper in the middle of the night. I’m not looking for sympathy as my soul is dead. I guess I’m just trying to figure it out as I don’t understand why I was so hated before I was given a chance to do something wrong.
No one is a waste of time HopeandFaith100. Make sure you don't become a self-fulfilling prophesy through persuading yourself that a random set of circumstances apply to you to make you appear to be 'useless'. When we are going through hard times it can be easy to believe that your light has gone out or that something in the universe has been put foward as the cause for any lack of achievement or happiness, and you are quite right to push that to one side. It would be very difficult to decide whether we are fated by the universe or whether we have just inflicted that feeling on ourselves, so best to, first and foremost, believe in yourself. Be happy! 😊🙏🌈👍
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Thank You! Your support means alot!
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Hi HopeandFaith100, I thought Midori hit the nail right on the head with her response to you, and I'm so pleased that you've recognised the truth in it. I just wanted to share something with you about my own kids. As my son and daughter were growing up my daughter began to feel much as you have done. It was true to the extent that she perceived that she was a scapegoat, and we tried everything to make her feel more valued. Nothing that we tried was really effective and eventually we realised it was because, at the heart of it, this was was a position she had adopted for herself and not something we were inflicting on her.She's a grown up lady of 51 now with a successful career and she's long since realised that she was in no way an inferior to her brother or less favoured. But whether it really is the truth for you, or not, you can leave any aspect of your past in your past, if you choose to do so. All the best for going forward.
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yes, Thank You! I am so ready to stop dwelling in this "black hole" of self-loathing and pity. Some of us are slow to realize we cannot fix what's in the past but to learn that we must stand up for ourselves inwardly instead of letting others control our emotions with cruel words and actions. A sort of psychological torture that I was welcoming by hanging on to every word and action against me and justifying that I deserved it. People have told me they are amazed I am not a psychopath.
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Nothing is a curse unless You make it so, If you allow it to influence your life it will. Please don't.
My 'scope is also rather negative, but I don't let it hold me back; in fact I flip it the finger at every opportunity.
Coming here is a step away from relying on Astrology, it can only hold you back if you let it!
Me; Aquarius, Rising sign Cancer. Pluto in Saggitarius; can't be bothered to remember the rest!
Cheers, Midori
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Spot on Midori! 👍👍
Thank you. I think my lesson is to stop trying to be "amazing" and just be myself. As boring and unwitty as I am. I have a brother who was a golden child and I was the family scapegoat. I like your flipping the finger reference. I don't have time to care anymore. Cheers!
You are welcome. It took me a long time to realise that struggling to be more than you are is futile, and that you will be far happier to just be 'You'.
Families can be dysfunctional when they favour one child over another. It isn't fair nor is it reasonable. We each have potential, and we are all different.
I was always good at drawing; My father wanted me to go to Art College; I wanted to be an actress. I became a nurse.
I think I achieved my potential.
Cheers, Midori
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👍you rock!
I took a big metal yard dart at 23,000lbs pressure to the head as a 3 year old. Of Course I’ve had a really messed up life surviving total abuse and rejection from my family, Becoming BiPolar and Schizophrenic with total social anxiety that causes me to be reclusive and non-relatable is what makes me think I’m a waste unless miraculously cured. The planetary alignment is just a coincidence that says I am basically cursed. For all I know I died and am now in what Christ calls “paradise,” or actual hell
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