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Well eventually on Friday night last week it all became too much for me
Well as we can all see I survived but appears I've done in my liver I hope and pray I never get that low again waiting to see M H T to see if there happy for me to go home
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Paul....... why would your post not be allowed..... you had a medical problem, but survived.... surely thats good reason for your positive post!
Feel better soon! 😀👍
Good that you posted, you sound in need of a bit of positive wellbeing so you are in the right place
I hope the team are happy with you and when you get home you can start the first steps to the rest of your journey to better health.
Take it one day at a time, you have been through the mill. Be kind to yourself
Good luck
Ellie
Morning Paul,
I am so sorry you have had such a very difficult time, but please know that we are all here for you, and I am sending you this virtual hug 🙆♀️(this was the nearest emoji I could find).
I do hope you start to feel a little bit better soon,🙂
Take care,
Best wishes
Shirley
I'm sorry to hear that.
There must have been something in the air on Friday as I was full of anger and resentment myself over the cancellation of all the things I usually look forward to through 2020 and I had cried as well and had felt better afterwards.
I had a chat with my sister in law who said its natural to feel like that and how losses and anger and resentment build up inside and it was that this morning program last Thursday that had set me off claiming Christmas is supposedly cancelled and I had burst into a flood of angry tears over it.
I'm OK now I have had chance to talk it over and have a good cry though.
You have been through a lot with the stroke so its only natural that you feel down and that its unfair that you have had to go through it when others have been spared and it can really eat away at you anger and resentment if its not dealt with in an appropriate way.
So sorry you've been having such a tough time paulc1011. I'm glad you are feeling a little bit more positive again now. Please do accept any advice and help you are offered in the way of after-care and remember that we too are here for you. Take care of yourself and, as you say, try your hardest not to reach the point where you feel that low again.
Hi Paul, sorry you're having such a tough time, be kind to yourself, get all the advice you can from the health care providers, if you can try and have a, little treat each say, even something like a whole bar of (big) chocolate, instead of a couple of squares, thinking of you, love and hugs Jenny x
Hope you feel better soon x
Hope you are feeling more yourself soon paulc1011 and get back to the comfort of your own home. 👍😊
You have been through a lot. Sometimes it all gets too much. Thank goodness you’re still here. Be kind to yourself Paul.
Dear Paul, wishing you strength and peace. Be kind to yourself and get all the support you can, you are worth it. We are all rooting for you.
Hey Paul - glad to see that you’ve come out the other side and wishing you all the best over the coming months .... do take any support offered and be very gentle with yourself
Ali
Oh Paul; I'm so sorry you felt that desperate.
We are here for you, please don't do it again, post here and let us try to help.
Cheers, Midori
Well the latest update is my liver has taken a bad beating owing to what I done have to remain in hospital as they believe liver failure is still possible within next few weeks
The mental health team are holing back from visiting until the medical team is happy liver will be ok
Thank you all for your wonderful messages of support
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My Fracture Clinic appointment 
Christmas Day on another day.