Hi. I'm new to this but felt like I need something like this to open up.
I'm 27 years old i have 2 children one is 5 an one is 11months. With my first child I didn't experience any problems but
With my second I had a horrendous pregnancy.. High bloody pressure found out I had low b12 .. I then found out I had diabities. I done a depressing quiz about 6 months pregnant an I scored high. I went to see the doctor an she said she was happy with it just being hormones. After I had the baby I felt the same I cried alot, I got angry over small things I resented my partner getting to go to work. At that point I went to see the doctor this was about 2 months ago an he told me he doesn't think it's depression just some wrong choices.
2 months later. Here I am a mess I get scared i get angry I lose my breath with how angry I am sometimes. I cry every day. I don't want to be close to my partner. I just feel completly done in.
I have booked an appointment with a different doctor because my partner feels the doctor hasnt given me the right advice. But with the way doctors are atm my appointment isn't until the 8th sept.
I feel at the end of giving a dam an wanting to hide away.
I hope somebody reads all this. Because it will probably make me cry if a stranger doesn't reply lol.
Thanks for listening