looks that I will be moving sooner than I thought, so Sunday start packing I will move into my little cottage full time for a while before making any more decisions regarding future.
When I move out I will loose my hydro bathroom and all my health aid bits and pieces so even here I will start all over again and If I stay here I will need to add an extension on or look for another address, it is all starting to get me down as my disability now is getting worse and they where going to up date my old bathroom as I cannot now use bath and shower without assistance as I get stuck and panic.and cannot reach all the bits
Now I realize how much I have to rely on other people and I am really independent minded, so now I suddenly feel that my feet have been kicked out from under me, and time is so short, they want us out in two weeks time.
Suppose we all feel this when in our type of conditions and society cannot understand the problems we have in performing actions that they find so easy. Many of us that mix in a healthy society, have to plan our day in more detail, especially if we have to use public transport or walk short distances to our destinations. Hence our blue badges and walking aids etc
All I am trying too say is our lives are so dependent on different things that able bodied can never understand, and the strength of character that we all need to show to a healthy world as we are always on show.to a less understanding society.The saying goes :You like our lives?. do you want our disability: comes to mind
My feelings now is sadness and fear, my house is a family home and the house has been designed about me, so I can remain independent and allows me to compete in this less than perfect world
All the very best, may we all become stronger in dealing with a questioning society