Guilt

[Marvel002]

So... I was told I needed to release myself to be good. So there's this girl I was with back in school... I think I lusted after and I didn't really like her causing us to kiss and do romantic things we didn't have sex though. And honestly I thank God for that sooner I begin to notice wat I was doing with her wasn't so good and I really didn't love her and also she wasn't the kind of person I wanted... But then she can't get over me she thinks my family are rich and well to do so she thinks she's hit the jackpot whereas my family we are still hustling oo.. But I want her to move on and be happy.. Because I did I found another lady.. And I want to just stick with her am making sure stupid stuffs that's happened with the previous girl won't happen... Am thinking of blocking the previous gril but then I just want her to be happy...also.. Am living with the guilt of sleeping with her and kissing her I wish it never had happen so I can move on peacefully.. I tired forgiving myself.. But I... I'll keep praying a hoping not to see her again... But we attend the same school and we would certainly still meet.. And happy with the new love I found I just want to start afresh.. And I feel since we didn't have the previous girl can start her life I wish her well though.. I'll try my best to move on.. But I need tips form people thanks.. Am always happy I can vent here with nobody actually knowing me... But.. Am alot though.. I know things would be good. THANKS GUYS STAY SAFE

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I say..tell the girl honestly how u feel,get it all out on the table, so no misunderstanding of any of it.Yeah she will be hurt BUT at least she will know how u feel n its up to her to move on.DONT tell her of the new chick..that could be bad AND not her business.

Listen..we cant take back past mistakes,we can only move forward n make new ones,lol..its life..

Honesty is best way to go n not letting it drag out will make it better in the end.