Hi, some have followed my journey and although I haven’t been on for a long time some may remember me.
Quick update or recap, I have Disc Degenerative Disease, diagnosed in 2015. I was told from the MRI scan I had a complete collapse of my disc between vertebrae’s 5-6, the stuff inside the disc had seeped out on both sides and I haven’t felt my finger tips properly since. I went to the pain clinic and he gave me completely different results saying it was just bulge nothing more. I was confused so asked why was I phoned up in 2015 and told it was so serious that the specialist surgeon said I needed an operation. After research I declined because I was scared of full paralysis, after the second MRI scan he said he couldn’t find my first scan. I should look forward not backwards, REALLY! To cut a long story short, I missed an appointment and was discharged last year when I was due cortisone injections in one side of my back, 6 injections to be exact.
I went to the doctors today sobbing, ultimately the painkillers I’m on aren’t working so the doctor has put me on weekly morphine patches. But said that’s all they can do, which leaves me no where doesn’t it? I was told to ring the hospital and chase it up? When tbh after explaining to the doctor shouldn’t I of been referred to another hospital.
I’m loosing hope fast, I’m so depressed it’s unreal. Unsure of my future as I can’t keep having to go through this on my own. The guidance I had clearly has been confused with someone else’s MRI. I don’t know what to do anymore, please advise me but please know I am not ready to take the NHS on as in therapy for domestic abuse 😔