Short fat and a bit funny

[Juloep101]

Hi . Erm just Hi 👋

[grace111]

nice picture lovely colour. thanks. xoxoxo

[Philip]

That's a beautiful tree in the background and the beautiful colours in the sky. You can tell us what is on your mind now we have broken the ice so to speak lol, we are all lovely on here, I hope lol. So spill the beans.

[Juloep101 in reply to Philip]

The photograph is actually taken from my bedroom window in December 16

[Juloep101 in reply to Philip]

scared to death here, i have early dcis to n my right breast, can't do biopsy as it's too small yet, so I have to live with cancer for a year before they see me again hoping it's grown.

Ive been feeling unwell for almost a year and for the last 4 months middle back ache,? Doc put me on treatment for depression, I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and I'm now on morphine for chronic pai

I had been getting very serious pain in my gut sometimes and I put it down to a anti inflammatory diclofenac , I've refused to take them now, anyway this pain is the intermittent but severe enough for me to consider calling 999 . But it eased after taking my old pain treatment of zapain and tramadol , so I've put it down to my old ibs cramps (self diagnosed) anyway I had a blood test last Thursday and Monday morning the doctor called me in as an emergency appointment, all my 6 vials of blood have markers against them , apart from my fibromyalgia medicine the doctor decided to simplify all what I was on to morphine tablets and liquid morphine. His decision shocked me but I agreed. Now for the shock, I have been very unwell for about a year. Can't put my finger on why, passed of by old go as depression and hormones (49) again I didn't argue,this time when I found dcis I decided to make an appointment for the doctor I am registered with and not another locum, he decided on a battery of blood tests hence changed of meds , now he told me I have bad anemia, not much vitamin d and very low b12 , however he went on to day I have very small red blood cells and high white cells, also high inflammatory markers, he said I'm losing blood internally, not noticed any in my poo and it's very soft and I have to flush often to get rid( likes to float) sorry for being graphic, he called the hospital there and then, waiting now for emergency appointment with them in gastrointestinal unit , I'm putting 2+2 together now, what with the stomach pain and a associating poo and constant middle back pain I'm worried it's also pancreatic cancer,

i know I shouldn't jump to conclusions and wait but it's really getting me down, I have no friends now I don't work and my family are almost 260 miles away. I found out on my husbands 60th birthday bless him. I have a son and his busy family not far away and a 29 year old daughter who lives with us ( my carer) also our 13 year old daughter ( she is unaware) . I have no one to talk to and I'm not sleeping blah blah ,

sorry for my ranting

julie

[Juloep101]

im scared to death here,

i have early dcis to n my right breast, can't do biopsy as it's too small yet, so I have to live with cancer for a year before they see me again hoping it's grown.

Ive been feeling unwell for almost a year and for the last 4 months middle back ache,? Doc put me on treatment for depression, I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and I'm now on morphine for chronic piain , I had been getting very serious pain in my gut sometimes and I put it down to a anti inflammatory diclofenac , I've refused to take them now, anyway this pain is the intermittent but severe enough for me to consider calling 999 . But it eased after taking my old pain treatment of zapain and tramadol , so I've put it down to my old ibs cramps (self diagnosed)

anyway I had a blood test last Thursday and Monday morning the doctor called me in as an emergency appointment, all my 6 vials of blood have markers against them ,

apart from my fibromyalgia medicine the doctor decided to simplify all what I was on to morphine tablets and liquid morphine. His decision shocked me but I agreed. Now for the shock, I have been very unwell for about a year. Can't put my finger on why, passed of by old go as depression and hormones (49) again I didn't argue,this time when I found dcis I decided to make an appointment for the doctor I am registered with and not another locum,

he decided on a battery of blood tests hence changed of meds , now he told me I have bad anemia, not much vitamin d and very low b12 , however he went on to day I have very small red blood cells and high white cells, also high inflammatory markers, he said I'm losing blood internally, not noticed any in my poo and it's very soft and I have to flush often to get rid( likes to float) sorry for being graphic, he called the hospital there and then, waiting now for emergency appointment with them in gastrointestinal unit , I'm putting 2+2 together now, what with the stomach pain and a associating poo and constant middle back pain I'm worried it's also pancreatic cancer,

i know I shouldn't jump to conclusions and wait but it's really getting me down, I have no friends now I don't work and my family are almost 260 miles away. I found out on my husbands 60th birthday bless him. I have a son and his busy family not far away and a 29 year old daughter who lives with us ( my carer) also our 13 year old daughter ( she is unaware) . I have no one to talk to and I'm not sleeping blah blah ,

sorry for my ranting

julie

[Hidden in reply to Juloep101]

Ductal Carcinoma In Situ is non invasive cancer, many patients have it without realizing it until after death (by other causes) Perhaps this link might help you. cancerresearchuk.org/about-....

Maybe you could also visit the Breast Cancer Care website, or the Macmillan website to research Pancreatic cancer.

[Juloep101 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, I've been told not to read about it , they need it bigger so they can biopsy and decide treatment, or incase it expands outside the duct

[Hidden in reply to Juloep101]

I had treatment for Invasive Ductal Cancer. Grade 3, 3cm big, that had spread to my lymph nodes. All the best.

[Crusee]

What a gorgeous picture.

Crusee

XX

[Philip]

I love the view from your bedroom window!!! Lol sounds a bit suspect me thinks lol

[Juloep101 in reply to Philip]

Free view x