I'm new to this site..never posted before but recently been admitted for the first time and although I'm out, I'm really struggling still. I'm currently under the MHT home treatment team...they appear to be the best I've experienced since I began suffering from depression stress and anxiety in my teens (now 42!).
My problem is my partner. We've been together 4 years. Don't live together..no plans to in the foreseeable on my part anyways 😜. I'd do anything for him but he regularly lets me down and hasn't always done anything for me. He's quite selfish at times but he can't see it. He doesn't have any problems letting me down in my hour of need despite knowing and admitting I've never hurt him and I've never let him down or said no to him. He has been my rock at times but I honestly don't feel like he'll ever give more than 80% despite me constantly giving 110%.
Am I just a mug? Am I always going to be taken advantage of?
Thanks so much