My back and nerve pain is at it's worst since I had surgery last year, I have nerve pain going through my hips and both my legs and it is constant, I have been told that I require further surgery but that will not happen until I deteriorate completely and I have no other options. I went through this last year and had emergency surgery after I was unable to walk or to dress my lower half. Following that I was able to walk but the pain quickly came back and has increased ever since. It's really getting to me knowing what is probably going to happen and I can't get into pain management as the hospitals new procedure is to go through psychology first. I got told 6 weeks for an appointment 4 months ago and despite contacting them I'm still none the wiser.
I am currently on alot of meds and when I have been higher in the past I have been unable to function. So I'm torn between being high but in less pain or being in pain but functional.