Hi I have read lots of blogs but have never had the courage to write one but I feel so low at the moment. I was diagnosed at the end of 2008 had surgery to remove ovaries womb omentum etc and then had chemo. I tolerated that well and have tried to remain positive. I had to have chemo again sept 2010 to dec 2010 which made me feel quite sick but i managed and my ca125 came down to 100 it has now risen to 325. I feel so low just now. I cant stop crying and it hurts me to upset my family who have been wonderful through all of this. I am waiting on the brca test results as this could affect any future treatment but it is so hard to try to live life normally. Anyone have any coping strategies to help me through this tough patch.