Just got home from seeing oncologist,
I was sent last week for a scan, because my ca125 as been going up from 17 in September to now at 53, I'm on avastin.
Good new is I'm stable there's just 1 lymph that was 2mm and now it's 5mm so not much growth.
So staying on avastin till April and they will look again then.
I told her about not sleeping and crying a lot and she said sounds like I'm depressed going to see a psychologist to talk,
Also I put in for early retirement at work and she said she would back me up and said she thinks it's a good idea, so a good meeting even though I was in floods of tears lol x