I have been told i have cancer (as per my other post)... I have been told that my blood and pathologly report does not marry up with my MRI for my staging. My hospital have now asking for a second opinion from one of the largest cancer hospital in the Yorkshire area, which i honestly think is fantastic.
I have read so many posts here and want to hug everyone going through the waiting and treatments as i think your all so brave. But i am unsure why i dont feel anything (emotionally) I am not worried or even scared, my personality i never presume and i always turn everything into a positive... but surely i should not feel so normal... in fact i am reassuring all my family and friends (which i find amusing) as they seem to be more upset than i am... tonight is my first sleepless night thinking why am I so happy when I should be worried,
anyway hugs to everyoone